Dear Crush, ….. !!

Dear crush

I see you everyday in the university premises , for you are the one constant that brightens my dull monotonous conundrum here, you are my only amusing piece here, which I long for every day, my eyes keep looking out for you ,seeing you, watching your antics makes me happy like nothing else,
Your rude and mean behaviour is sweet toxic, and your sweet words once in a long time make me wanna give you a big, cuddly hug or kiss.
We don’t talk much in person , but you are closer than anyone else to me
You share my troubles , worries, fancies, happiness ,however small or big , for which I literally owe you a big deal.
You are just so cool a person, I can act mature if you want, you can scold me like a dad, care like a sibling , you are just awesome in yourself.
You attract me towards you with all your qualities and personality. Making world a better place by sharing your excess knowledge with the world ,how many people do that?
You give coz you have more.
You are the only antidote to my sleepless nights
I love saying goodnight to you and sleeping, dreaming about you.
You are not that handsome but you are good looking to me.
I know I may not get you but I might continue loving you.

Your one sided admirer.